I finally decided to get onto doing a blog post. Sorry for the extreme delay... but this post should make up for it.
As of right now, I am sitting in Phoenix, Arizona airport after my flight from Portland, Oregon and on my way to meet Maria for the first time!! It's all so surreal. Basically what happened was, our relationship was falling into the deep end and we essentially broke up. Though she was telling me there was no chance for us because of the distance, I knew that if I were to fly to her, we'd be able to bring "us" back. Since the breakup (June 30th) We have also been able to work through a lot of issues and have became strong as is. We've had incredible nights on skype and talking about this trip has brought us incredible close. Unfortunately, I only get to stay from the 13th until the 15th because of work. I would've asked for more time off, but this trip was planned a week prior. Regardless though, this is definitely the biggest moment of my life so far. :') I'm getting to meet the love of my life for the first time and I can't contain my excitement! There is a bit of downfall though, her family doesn't know I'll be there... and it kills me. Our reasoning for that is because they would not support it. She has to tell them that she's staying at a friend's house in order for us to spend time together. Ideally, I want to meet her family because I have nothing to hide.... I want to prove to them that I am worthy for their daughter because I'll always treat her with love and respect... but it's our only option to go behind them. She'll be 18 next month so things may change for the better. Back to happy thoughts though... :) I'm meeting her after she gets off work, I know that when she gets in my line of sight, the world will stop as I run to her.... we plan on slow dancing together, cuddling, kissing, and making the best of each moment. ^-^ We're opening a very big next chapter to our story. I couldn't be happier! :')
This moment to me means everything, I feel inside myself that I'm showing how passionate I am about her... I mean, I made a trip for 2,000 miles only LAST WEEK, spending almost $1,000, only spending a mere two days, missing 3 days of work, and risking going behind her family's back.... all because I love Maria more than anything else in this world and so those things don't matter.... I promised my heart to her and I wasn't about to lose what keeps my heart beating. I had to make this trip in order to get the love of my life back. :)
That's basically it about relationship things, other life updates would be that I just moved into my own apartment a little over a week ago. My best friend and I had been planning on it for a few weeks and took the step. :) So that's been going well, my job is steady, I've had a better relationship with my family lately (Who I want to give huge credit and thanks to for driving me to the airport and fully supporting this trip. I love you guys) and just the fact that life is going well for me.... now the only thing I need now is to keep Maria.... that's what would make my life complete. :) <3
That's about it... I'll really try to bring my blog posts back since I have internet, it's just been busy for me lately. Thanks for taking a look though. :)
