Item #2: Help me achieve my dream (HUGE lifechanging moment...)

I know I haven't done a blog post in what feels like a decade, but this one is BIG (not length wise)...

There's so much that has happened since I visited Maria.... we became exceptionally strong in our relationship, we were skyping a lot, planning for her to visit, talking on the phone again, talking about marriage and kids, we were really happy. But we broke up almost 2 weeks ago and my life is in shambles, each day just gets far worse than the last because I have to bear a day where she's not a part of my life anymore..... but then I decided this..... so PLEASE, watch it and share it with everyone you know. People can contact me via YouTube messaging or I can give my email or whatever for donations.... thanks for taking the time to watch this and sharing it.