Item #2: Help me achieve my dream (HUGE lifechanging moment...)

I know I haven't done a blog post in what feels like a decade, but this one is BIG (not length wise)...

There's so much that has happened since I visited Maria.... we became exceptionally strong in our relationship, we were skyping a lot, planning for her to visit, talking on the phone again, talking about marriage and kids, we were really happy. But we broke up almost 2 weeks ago and my life is in shambles, each day just gets far worse than the last because I have to bear a day where she's not a part of my life anymore..... but then I decided this..... so PLEASE, watch it and share it with everyone you know. People can contact me via YouTube messaging or I can give my email or whatever for donations.... thanks for taking the time to watch this and sharing it.

LDR Tuesday: Aftermath of meeting her....

...Let's just say, I had never felt happier or more at peace than being with her. It was amazing to feel everything finally fall perfectly into place. Every kiss, embrace, and moment was incredible. The way we talked, kissed, slow danced (yes we slow danced in the moonlight to no music :3), held eachother, and just looked at eachother felt so natural and perfect. I know now more than ever before that she is who I want to spend the rest of my life with. There's not a doubt in my mind that this is what I want.... she is my life, my love, and my forever. <3

Could a kiss be any more perfect than that? :')

So much going on in life right now! HUGE life update!! :D

I finally decided to get onto doing a blog post. Sorry for the extreme delay... but this post should make up for it.

As of right now, I am sitting in Phoenix, Arizona airport after my flight from Portland, Oregon and on my way to meet Maria for the first time!! It's all so surreal. Basically what happened was, our relationship was falling into the deep end and we essentially broke up. Though she was telling me there was no chance for us because of the distance, I knew that if I were to fly to her, we'd be able to bring "us" back. Since the breakup (June 30th) We have also been able to work through a lot of issues and have became strong as is. We've had incredible nights on skype and talking about this trip has brought us incredible close. Unfortunately, I only get to stay from the 13th until the 15th because of work. I would've asked for more time off, but this trip was planned a week prior. Regardless though, this is definitely the biggest moment of my life so far. :') I'm getting to meet the love of my life for the first time and I can't contain my excitement! There is a bit of downfall though, her family doesn't know I'll be there... and it kills me. Our reasoning for that is because they would not support it. She has to tell them that she's staying at a friend's house in order for us to spend time together. Ideally, I want to meet her family because I have nothing to hide.... I want to prove to them that I am worthy for their daughter because I'll always treat her with love and respect... but it's our only option to go behind them. She'll be 18 next month so things may change for the better. Back to happy thoughts though... :) I'm meeting her after she gets off work, I know that when she gets in my line of sight, the world will stop as I run to her.... we plan on slow dancing together, cuddling, kissing, and making the best of each moment. ^-^ We're opening a very big next chapter to our story. I couldn't be happier! :')

This moment to me means everything, I feel inside myself that I'm showing how passionate I am about her... I mean, I made a trip for 2,000 miles only LAST WEEK, spending almost $1,000, only spending a mere two days, missing 3 days of work, and risking going behind her family's back.... all because I love Maria more than anything else in this world and so those things don't matter.... I promised my heart to her and I wasn't about to lose what keeps my heart beating. I had to make this trip in order to get the love of my life back. :)

That's basically it about relationship things, other life updates would be that I just moved into my own apartment a little over a week ago. My best friend and I had been planning on it for a few weeks and took the step. :) So that's been going well, my job is steady, I've had a better relationship with my family lately (Who I want to give huge credit and thanks to for driving me to the airport and fully supporting this trip. I love you guys) and just the fact that life is going well for me.... now the only thing I need now is to keep Maria.... that's what would make my life complete. :) <3

That's about it... I'll really try to bring my blog posts back since I have internet, it's just been busy for me lately. Thanks for taking a look though. :)

Lack of internet.... :/

i realized something today. i had been staying at someones house house sitting and had free internet. well now... im back home where my parents have me locked out. i have a prepaid interent device that i can get interent on but i wont be able to put new data on it til Friday the 21st. :/ and doing it frommy phone is a bit tesious so until then syay tuned.

Monday: Car of the Day! 1969 Dodge Charger [R/T]

The '69 Charger R/T so happens to be my favorite car of all time... a car that I hope to own someday. I'm a big Mopar fanatic and especially for Dodge muscle cars.

The '69 Charger was brought up from the previous '68 with a more stock-car based style. The '69 Charger Daytona with the high spoiler and unique nose cone was in a lot of stock car racing at the time. (Pictured Below)

'69 Charger Daytonas on a trailer

Example of the stock-car version

The '69 Charger had essentially the same body style as the Daytona except differing in the front nose cone. The '69 Charger boasted a 425 horsepower, Over-Head Valve V8 @ 5,000 RPM's and 490 torques for 4,000 RPM's. The standard base price at the time was around $4,641. (Gawd, I'd kill to get one that cheap now!) They typically were around 3,670 pounds in weight. The 0-60 speed was 5.7 seconds and a quarter mile was estimated at 13.48 seconds at 109 mph.

What a lot of people probably don't realize, is that the Charger was notoriously recognized from the TV show Dukes of Hazzard in which an orange '69 with a confederate flag on top was featured. The car was also known as The General Lee in the show..

The General Lee in all its glory

BONUS: Epic shot from Dukes of Hazzard

 My reasons for loving this car so much is because I enjoy the look of it. It's got a very mean looking and powerful body style. Also they come with a 425 V8, I mean c'mon.... who wouldn't want to drive something that beastly? :P I just hope to own one someday that looks much like this one except lime green or Plum Crazy Purple (A mopar signature color)

I think the first Car Of The Day post went rather successful. Hope you enjoyed it. Any questions or comments are of course appreciated. :)

Bringing back my blog!!

So I've realized that I really miss doing my blog... I figured out a way to remember to do it on my scheduled days, I set an alarm for 10 pm. I'm going to be doing my posts the night before the scheduled day. So for example, on Monday I'm changing up that day to a car of the day post instead of skateboarding because I love cars, and feel that it'd be easy to pick a car every Monday to write about. The reason for replacing skateboarding is because the skate things I post, most skaters probably already know. Anyways, I'll be doing the Monday post on Sunday night. It's easier to manage that way.

I've got lots to write about for life, LDR, and other shiznat so stay tuned! :) It'll be nice to be back.. ^-^

Have a pretty gnarly "welcome back to my blog" picture.. :P

Damn.... just..... damn. I'm sorry guys. :P

I realize it's been about a month since my last post.... basically, working full time takes a lot out of you. I really don't know if I'll continue this blog on it's schedule. But I want to still do my LDR updates every once in awhile. I don't have anything musically relevant for today. I'm sorry for the let downs guys (that is, the people who actually read my blog) :P

As for life, just a lot of working. About 40-60 hours a week, I've got $650 saved for an apartment and the same amount saved for my Ohio trip whenever that will be... (date got pushed again. :/) but her and I are are stronger than ever. (Will post more details eventually) I am currently house sitting for my grandparents for about a month so it's like having my own place which is cool.... I just know it'll get a bit lonely some nights. I'll be wishing for her to be here and she can't... it sucks. T_T

Anyways, that's about what has gone on lately. I'll try to post more frequently but no promises. Just keep checking in, I don't plan on getting rid of my blog completely. :P